Rest In Peace, Chin Sheng

at first, i thought i am tough enough to face it
but finally i realised i couldn't be tough
i cannot control my tears falling down
how did i know chin sheng??

2007 when i was in form 4, i stepped in the class...
and i discovered 1 people whose nametag is purple colour, not red colour
obviously he is 1 year older than me
he was not supposed to step in form 4S5 classroom
when i planned to tell him :"hey guy, i think you're in wrong classroom now", i was told by ket meng that he was sick before and couldn't attend his form 4 life in 2006, so 2007 he rejoined the form 4 life with us.
okay, fine... that time i saw him - healthy guy, normal guy... he didn't look like a sick people at all!!!
but after some months, he was missing in my class...
i heard people said he was in hospital.. the leukemia attacked him again!!

2008 yes, i was not same class with him anymore, he was in 5S7.. he attended class for a few months too... but after that, he skipped the class... and he was no longer in jit sin...
i heard people said he was at KL to cure his sickness!!
fine, i thought everything will be fine to him!! and he will recover from the sick!!

2009 around december, i received an urgent message! HE NEEDS LOTS OF BLOOD - O TYPE BLOOD, AND IN ICU GENERAL HOSPITAL PENANG!!
i was so helpless..i couldn't help him at all!! i am B type!! i helped to forward the message!!
i thought he could get well soon after blood transfering!!

2010 21st jan, i received a message!! CHONG CHIN SHENG PASSED AWAY IN THE MORNING!!
what the bad news!!!

i am not tough enough to accept this fact!! can someone tell me that is fake?? he never pass away?? he is still in this world.. he still able to continue his life..
but ... nobody can tell me this, because this is the fact!! he passed away...
REST IN PEACE, CHONG CHIN SHENG

so, i don't want to receive any bad or sad news from now onwards please!!
dear god, can you please let everyone around me stay healthy and peace in this world??

long time no post
don't know why
want to shopping, but yet no mood
i have mood, but yet lazy and tired
how come??
don't i like shopping so much??
today i got a damn bad news
so sad when knew it
i don't know jason ch'ng, he doesn't know me too
but i felt so sad for him
he passed away
and he will never wake up forever
why did god take away his life??
why don't let him to continue his life??
we couldn't know tomorrow who can still stay alive
we couldn't know what our god want from us
we couldn't know what will happen to us in the next second
we couldn't know everything right now!!
we shouldn't always complain life's bad, life's no good, life's bored
do we think that one day if we just pass away like jason ch'ng
we will regret our complaints
so, please stop complaining!!
what can we do now
is let us pray to god
let us pray to god
hope jason ch'ng rest in peace
and hope tomorrow all of us will get the good news that those missing students return to their home safely
praying hard to god!!
**PRAYING HARDER**